A letter to you, who always smiles…
I understand, the pain of the past is like the teeth of a monster biting you! The sadness of losing something is really scary, isn’t it? I have lost relatives, close friends, pets and even things I used to love. Everything left me so quickly that I wondered why everything came to me so suddenly. I was tormented for a long time.
Sometimes I also complain about life: “Why did I believe in the good things in life, but the more I believed, the more I was betrayed, the more I became a joke to others?”
However, the more you hate, the more you care about those things. The more you hate what has happened, the more it proves how deep that feeling is.
I am not stronger than you, my dear! I have also sought out countless sad songs, countless bitter glasses of wine, countless moments of confiding in strangers and useless fun. But after all, it was loneliness and emptiness that surrounded my soul. I did not understand why I had to suffer so much, was it because life pushed me down or because I had not proven my abilities?
Later, I realized one thing, there are many things that happen in life not for us to ask “why”, not to understand, but for us to believe in ourselves more, to accept what has happened, after all that, we will be more clear-headed. No matter what, you and I still have to live well, no matter how many things make us suffer.
Whether you want to admit it or not, life always revolves and never stops no matter how broken your heart is.
My dear! Don’t let sadness make you a person who forgets the purpose of life – which is to love and be loved.
No matter what, money, fame or temptations cannot make us a happy person, if beside us is only cold space, right?
|Excerpt from the book: Life is impermanent, we owe each other love – Gari |